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I Don't Know (Featuring Counterfeit Madison) Produced by Dan Wilcop

from Super Predator by Mykele Deville

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Alignment.
Placement.
With my life.
Busy with the art.
Poly.
Excuses.
Past relationship models.
Delicate.
Mother + Father
guilty blame.
hurt before.
worth.
do I deserve this?

lyrics

(Intro)
Counterfeit Madison:

what a funny thing to sing, because in all reality
only a fool would fall for me

oh, i don't know
oh, i don't know

(Verse)

Got me dissecting what I'm worth. I breathe for your acceptance though confession think I'm lesser than the treasure you deserve. And yes I got the nerve to know that ain't attractive may be backwards to getting to the center of your earth.

So I try to keep steady form
Know I'm already torn
just lost in my inner storm
And whether
you notice fading light just like a feather
I drop from view when you come through because you tend to make the raindrops a little wetter
Or should I say tears?
Combatting all of these fears
in private moments did you notice?
were you hoping Id be open?
My mouth won't let me do it
Sipping that silent fluid
Lips as tight as nooses
In my grayish blueness
Slight confusions
them potholes from the past
Seem to stop me in my tracks
Don't want a brother to advance
Building my castle with these shaky hands
On quaking sands
I fight with last luck
My sense of permanence is fucked
And yet you manage still to find me
Spark a good that's left inside me
Start to comprehend alignment
Got me working on refinement
Then again my brains reminded
My unstable situations
Can you take it?
Was I faking?
I don't know
Truly I don't know

(Chorus)

I beat the odds and still I said sabatoge.

I play the game and in the end it's all the same.

I recognize that we connect in past lives.

I doubt sometimes but maybe now you're my sign.

I don't know (×24)

Combing the wreckage for pedastals
Found the best one instead of you
Know that's trechourous so do you
Cause you're not asking me to do that
Simple lapse when I'm infatuated
Basking on your fascination
Sniffing around for your adoration
Ugly habit that I'm changing
Or at least I'm trying to no triumph
My love is David your Goliath
Look at me without a stone
Roaming home all alone with
this doubt upon my dome
I feel defeated
Almost depleted
So of course my ass retreated
Take the easy way out
And from your life I'll be deleted
That's conceited
Yeah I know
That's self involved
A pity show
Don't need protection
Loves a weapon
I get lost
In self deception
til I'm wrought
In misconceptions
Yes that costs
me my direction
But you manage still to find me
Spark a hope that's left inside me
Start to comprehend alignment
Got me working on refinement
Then again my brains reminded
All unstable situations
Can you take it?
Was I faking?
I don't know
I don't know

(Chorus)

I don't know (×24)

(Outro)
Counterfeit Madison:

but I must reiterate that i cannot fall asleep
and i'm stuck with counting sheep, thinking about you

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from Super Predator, released May 14, 2016

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Mykele Deville Chicago, Illinois

+Poet Rapper+
+Chicago +

I was born.
A pebble.
A pestilence.
The sickness
in the rock,
it formed
a skeleton.
Crystalized thoughts,
adorned,
with melanin.
The sands
in the clock,
They tick
and they tock,
ya dig?
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